So I’ve been Acting Editor of the Entertainment section of the website for about a month. One of the saddest stories that I have had the unfortunate job of reporting is Demi Moore. AS most of you will know, my tolerance for celebrities and their hedonistic lifestyles that come crashing down in front of their eyes because they refuse to act like normal people and make out like being a “celebrity” should only be when they fucking feel like it and want to endorse products and shit, is not great. To be conservative about it.
Anyway, back to the point. Although we can assume most of the gossip we report (TMZ, Perez, Bangshowbiz) is probably ok, we know some may be wrong. But Demi Moore Has been (probably correctly) as saying she is scared of being “unlovable” after splitting from Ashton Kutcher.
Sure, we might all go “oh for fuck’s sake, you are Demi Moore”. As in you are rich and hot and amazing. But I say, she’s a person. A person who has been cheated on and has been shocked to the core. She is also possibly anorexic and drug-addicted after the breakup.
Break ups are harder then you ever remember. And some days you feel hard, hardened, angry. Then you feel soft, vulnerable, sad, desperate, disconsolate, especially when you least expect it. And some days you feel unloved. And you feel unlovable. When the person who is supposed to love you the most no longer does, or no longer shows they do, it’s hard not to feel unloved and unlovable. And lonely, no matter how many amazing people are in your life. Sometimes it is hard to feel like you are worthwhile. There is nothing worse than feeling you are unloved or unlovable. But sometimes, you do. And all you can do is keep on swimming. And go on living.
Because it gets better. We all know it does. It gets better.