You KNOW you did something shitty and unspeakably awful last night but you were so drunk your brain blacked out and you have basically no idea what it was. Aside from your innate feeling of guilt and dread when you wake up.
You’re pretty sure you ruined a few people’s lives and you have some unexplained bruises that may or may not have to do with the above-said incident.
People hate you and you’re sure they’re right to feel that way but you have pretty much No Recollection Whatsoever of what precipitated it. But you know that deep down you’re a massive cunt so they’re probably right about whatever it is you did wrong. And the rest of it.
You should probably try and top yourself but that would only cause more trouble and that’s the last thing you or anyone else needs.
Yeah. Awkward. Probably how you feel reading this right now.